Happy Lunar New Year :)

Annyonghaseyo^^ It's been a while since my last life post. Anyway, I want to share about my new year resolution: "I want to be a less control freak person!". It takes a lot of life lessons in order to make me realize that "I'm a control freak".

Being a control freak is very tiring. Especially when you have to deal with other's feeling. In the past, I always think to control the situation, to control the result of my action. I closed the door of other possibilities, being trapped with my own fear "what if" "what if" and "what if". Now I realize that a person has their own brain and heart which I can't control for my own good. As selfish as I am, others will act for their own good (something that they believed as the best for them). The best response from it is I have to learn to have a faith in fate. Let it happen. I'll do my best and leave it the rest to the Above. I don't want to control the "should or shouldn't" happen. I mean if you can't have A it doesn't mean you can't have B, C, or D. There's no guarantee that A will be the best option for me. The one who said and believed that A is the best option only my ego. And I want to reduce my ego to a level in which I can easily adjust to the current situation and being blessed by grateful feeling.

Jigeumeun, I'm taking Korean class. I was very excited in the fact that I started a new year with something new. I learn how to write and read hangeul. Thx God, I have a bunch of interests in K-Pop and K-Drama. My hobby helps me a lot in order to understand the language. One day my friend asked me,"Fyr, which one easier French or Hanguko?". Since I'm a newbie for both of them, my answer so far is Korean. Being hangeul literate boost my spirit in studying this language. French has so so so many rules which have to be memorized. I'll wrap it in one word: Conjugation!!! Rien n'est facile dans la vie. Though I feel "yes, it is difficult", I won't give up (so far :p). I feel that my voice becomes sexier when I try to pronounce french words or sentences correctly, just sayin' hihihi ^^

Please pray for my final paper process. I hope the guidances from Mr. Lepi T. Tarmidi will be the path of reaching my undergraduate degree. Last but not least, I want to send my "Happy Lunar New Year!!!" greeting to all my friends who celebrate it :) I hope in this rabbit year we will be a better person and be blessed with a lot of good fortunes *big hug ;)

A very warmest regard,
Safyra Primadhyta
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